The Road to Self Preservation Day 1
Self-preservation
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Self-preservation is behavior that ensures the survival of an organism. It is universal among living organisms. In some vertebrates, pain and fear are parts of this mechanism. Pain causes discomfort so that the organism is inclined to stop the pain. Fear causes the organism to seek safety and may cause a release of adrenaline, which has the effect of increased strength and heightened senses such as hearing, smell, and sight. Self-preservation may also be interpreted figuratively; in regard to the coping mechanisms one needs to prevent emotional trauma from distorting the mind.
I am unwell. My hands are shaky. All I can hear is the unending thumping of what seams to be the most significant part of the body. That one organ of everyone else’s Circulatory System that makes it all work and make us all a living organism. Its funny how everyone else rely on that organ for human emotions when in fact, its the mind that controls everything. Whether its psychological or emotional. A doctor was once asked in a radio show ” Is being heart broken really connected to having an unhealthy heart? ” I smirked with what the doctor answered ” The only part of your body that controls your emotions is your brain. Its absurd that because of the heart (shape) during Valentines they always say that your emotions is connected with your heart.”
All your decisions. All the pinky promises. Music Jams. Beerdays. DVD Marathons. All that shitty things that will be kept in your memory that makes every little thing special is not because you had to let go and gain a broken heart. It is because you are trying to venture out to a world where your mind says you got to learn to live without that significant other that you once shared life with.
It is indeed not the end but the beginning of a new path. selfless love. and a new thought.
See you again, it was a good run.
